He wrote about dreams, I read about dreaming, We danced our dreams…

and all of a sudden I found the answer to the question that had been luring in the back of my head. 

Relaxed – had I really been able to relax?

Secure – did I feel safe enough to loose the tension?

In charge – do I trust Him to care for me even now, also here?

Can I let go, unwind my mind and rest my heart in the Safe-Heaven that has been offered?

The answer came soft and tenderly, it crept up into my lap and whispered in my ear… It spoke about a dream of a house, a boat out in the sea, a journey of many silent hours and a fire place in the middle of nowhere . The Vision told me what relaxed looked like, the Dream awakened the sensation of ease and the moment opened my Heart to awareness of where I am going.

Nowhere is the place where finally I am Now-here.

And it is only from that new state of relaxation that any inter-action can be fruitful. How can I have forgotten? I, just as every one of us, have been granted many gifts and I have gathered various tools yet they haven’t been in use. I have miss-used, in my eagerness to accomplish. Perfecting my perfection is the outcome of tools miss-handled. Running in the Race, but not knowing where I come from, can only lead to exhaustion.

Here & Now I have had time to Slow Down. 

Here & Now my worries have been Cared for.

Here & Now I have listened to Dreams.

Here & Now I sense from where Life Springs – I can sip from the fountain – I know were to Go. I know a Place, after which Eyes will See, Ears will Hear, Hearts will Beat and I can slowly Unbutton Life <3